Stories of a Yogi: Anu about Yin Yoga

YIN YOGA –  The Essence of Yoga in just one practice

Goa, South India, burning sun, 40 degrees, 4 o clock pm. And a girl folding forward in shoelace over her yoga mat. “Breathe into the pose” says the teacher. Well said, but the tension in the right side of my lower back makes it hardly possible to breathe anyhow.

But I keep breathing, with closed eyes and quiet mind, being aware and embracing all the sensation this Asana caused in my body. Inhale the calm, exhale the tension. Again and again. I breathe in deeply into my belly and suddenly it happens: I have that feeling between my chest and belly, difficult to describe. Feels like relief. Relief about being able to be, feel and love myself. Tears are running down my cheeks. And with every exhale my heart softens, melting over my knees. This tension in my lower back is slowly disappearing. And with every exhalation I feel freer.

Each inhale was love and connection, each exhale liberation.

The next was me asking for a tissue and my teacher responding: “Oh of course, – Students, I will go and get some tissues. I see some of you will need it.” I was not the only one who experienced the clearing tears dropping down during the beautiful Yin moment of surrender. 

That was my first Yin Yoga experience with Anushree (dearly called Anu) during my TTC. And somehow it was nice to know that I wasn’t the only one needing a tissue. There were more like me, entering deeper into their Self, being able to connect and release — permitting healing tears.

Because that’s what Yin Yoga does. It connects, it heals. We were all impressed by the power of Yin Yoga and its ability to help us connecting with the deepest parts within ourselves.

Time after my TTC I talked to Anu about Yin Yoga. Yin Yoga has been with Anu since she started her yoga practice more than 10 years ago. From that first moment this style was taking an important role in her “growing process”. She shares with us her experiences with Yin Yoga and the importance of sthiram sukham asanam.

sthiram sukham asanam

These words from the Patanjali Sutras represent the attitude which it needs to be yoga — and not simply stretching.

Sthiram = to be conscious, steady, alert, present, firm, stable

Sukha(m) = to be relaxed, happy, gentle, at ease, comfortable, soft

It simply means that a posture, the asana, should be steady and stable but at the same time easy and comfortable. So even if you struggle at first in a pose, you should find with your breath the tranquility in your mind in order to enjoy the pose — adjustments are totally allowed. That’s the self-caring character in Yoga: more self respect, less ego. Then you can be relaxed and happy in the pose, feeling the stability and softness at the same time.

Unfortunately when I sometimes look in students tensed faces, this second part (Sukham) seems to be less present. And then our Yoga practice is simply a sport program. Yoga is when we cultivate both Sthiram and Sukham in order to experience a balanced practice. Because that’s what turns the practice into yoga: balance.

I understood the asana or postures that we hold has to be steady and comfortable and still be working on the energy body. Yin gave me a balance to work on that from within. Balancing the two polarities within us in order to feel the wholeness of the practice of yoga. And balance is yoga. (Anu)

So we need to balance the qualities of Sthiram and Sukham in our practice. And Yin Yoga helps us from within.

Talking about (Im)balance and wholeness

Balancing polarities in order to feel wholeness is what we do in Yin Yoga. After TCM (traditional Chinese medicine) the whole cosmos follows a system of polarities, of Yin and Yang, which are also present within us — and that’s wholeness. But often we feel stronger imbalances than yogic wholeness. Why?

“Yin and yang are with in each of us but somewhere we have lost the connection with either one of them”, says Anu. And there imbalances occur. “The imbalances first start in the mind and then manifest to the physical which we call the body. (…) As we sew a seed of insecurity or fear or doubt or negativity it appears on the body in some form. It finds an expression on the body.”

The good news: Just as I caused these imbalances with my mind, I have the power to solve them again — taking care of myself and heal from within.

To balance this we have to find the two polarities within our body and heal ourselves. The yin and yang are also in our bodies in relation to the functioning of each organ. For example the lungs, the heart are yin organs and the intestines are yang organs related to the way they function in the body. We must attain a practice where we nourish the organs with food and yoga.

Connect and Listen

But how can we know, what is right for us? Which food? Which diet? Which Yoga? With this overload of information in the West it’s not easy to find whats personally right for me. How do we find the right tools to solve the imbalance, which is not only physically but can appear also emotionally and energetically. Once we know about the imbalance, what comes next? Connection is a keyword.

Listening to the body and to what it is asking for is the key to balanced living. I feel the more we are connected and aware, the more we can work with this.

So Yin Yoga essentially helps us to connect, to develop the ability to listen to our body, and to know our personal truth. In everyday life that simply means, that you don’t need any diet report to guide you how to eat, but you, connected to yourself and your body, already know what to choose. And that not only applies for food — but for activities, lifestyle, relations and yoga. And sometimes when we cross the layers of our self and enter in deeper connections, this personal truth tells us realities about ourselves — which are not always easygoing. The described experience of my first Yin Yoga class reflects that process. You touch hidden subjects which the practice triggers, and all at the sudden with the power of your breath you are able to solve them — pouring them out with healing tears.

This powerful experience I only have in Yin practice. Why? Why is Yin Yoga so healing?

Mind and breath — the next keywords

the practice deepens your experiences and understanding the self process evolution

Two essential parts of Yin Yoga are mind and breath. With the breath we  connect, we calm down, we dominate our mind. And as we control the breath we can control our mind to become still. Turning off our monkey mind in order to enter into a state of deeper consciousness.

As when the mind is quiet the practice is a meditation  — and yoga Is all about stilling the waves of the mind

And when the waves of the mind are still, you can listen to your truth, you connect and heal. It’s the union of body, mind and soul, the union of yin and yang. It’s the union of the self with the higher self. This is the power of yoga: Union.

The practice of Yin is the practice of moving with stillness. It’s a complete practice that involves a posture, the breath, as well as meditation. The experience of the real essence of yoga just in one practice.

Addition:

Yin is the style that touches the subtle aspects of my energy. Anu continued that path exploring the poses and their anatomical and physiological affects. The practice of yang (mostly known as vinyasa flow) should be experienced by the same body in order to live the yin and yang styles of yoga.

„In terms of practice it is also seen the more we touch the yin side of the practice the more we are also able to connect with the yang side.“(Anu)

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